On the Trail of the Evangelist
In this search for some coded truth
This gospel in faded Braille on a crack-ridden wall
This grail, this mirror neither convexed nor concaving in
I weigh the vines against my burdens
Will they hold my weight? And will I have to burn
Them like rope bridges—I cannot recede
Any longer, climbing these summits throwing one hook up
And then the other, hoisting myself upwards inch by inch
Locking myself out of memory after memory, moment after moment
Out of the corridors I tried and those whence I came
Marked with chalk, marked with bloody footsteps—soiled
I make my way through the labyrinth
A hasty cursory trial of every error